Six Months On The Hill…

It has now being just over six months since we moved into our new home Tombuie aka The Hoose on the Hill and I do not know where those months have gone!
We are still living in what seems like cardboard city central, I swear the boxes are like gremlins, they just seem to keep multiplying! How everything was crammed into Tulloch, I just do not know!

So, January 7th, we got moved in, but there would have to be a second removal day from Tulloch a few weeks later. A large lorry just would not get up the hill, not something we had given too much thought to earlier on, so smaller loads it had to be.
As I write, I can not actually remember what we did on the first couple of days, I think it was just a case of finding our feet, getting some groceries etc
But before we could unpack all the boxes, we needed some furniture, so we would make one or two trips to Spirit of Wood, which is based near Aberfeldy and they very kindly visited us, helping us plan what would fit where etc and it is at this point, that we would like to thank Conor, Nicky, Craig & co for all their help and patience with our nest building.
We had a list, but it grew slightly on these visits and we added one or two none essential items to it! Including a bar! Yes, we got a Bar!
Now we just had to sit and wait for these items to arrive, due around beginning of April!!

After a few days of been on the hill, it was time to get the poultry moved on to the hill, of course, that meant catching Bruce the Cockerel, but Alistair had a cunning plan and it worked! It had ruffled Bruce’s feathers, but they began to explore and make themselves at home as soon as they arrived and like Moths to light, they discovered the barn.
A couple of weeks on the hill and we would finally get Pet Lamb & co moved over. They travelled in a trailer, out stepped Pet Lamb on to the ramp, but he had to pause and take a good look at what was happening before he went any further.
Out he came, closely followed by Elfie, Geordie & Ghost and they moved straight into the barn which was laid out with fresh straw for them. There they stayed for the rest of that day before they would explore their new home.
And one thing which I did notice, was that birds & wildlife was conspicuous by its absence. This was something we would definitely need to remedy!
Alistair began by getting a feeding station rigged up.

We would then take it easy for a wee while, well, my foot was worse, so I wasn’t really getting out of the house much, and we had our first lot of snow, proper snow, it was magical and it totally transformed our view, breathtaking! And… there was the odd bird beginning to appear at the feeders!
It was then time for me to head back down to Stirling to see a Specialist with said foot.
Back home and I was becoming pretty much housebound and now had crutches to help me get about, mucho fun with snow and dogs I can tell you!
I was looking for things to do, so I decided to do some baking and try out the cooker and also try out some new recipe books.
I would make a Chicken Pie, Marsala was amongst the ingredients, so I would have a glass, other than some highballs, all the glasses were of course packed, so a highball of Sherry it was *hic*
The domestic goddess phase continued and one day I would make an Apple Cake.
Could be eaten hot or cold.
The following day and with a lot of the snow gone, our second removal day from Tulloch was upon us, so the removal guys arrive with loaded van and I asked them if they would like coffee and cold apple cake before unpacking, they of course would.
One said it was alright and the other guy just remarked ‘interesting’ (I noticed he had only taken one bite and the rest remained on the plate), it was at that point, that Alistair walked in, he had called at the shop for milk and picked up a pack of Apple Turnovers too!!!
The Poultry enjoyed the rest of said Apple Cake.
I felt the flame for my new found love for baking rapidly diminish!

FEBRUARY – The fencing of our new to be fields would get underway and it saw us take delivery of our first items from Spirit of Wood EXCITING, now we really would begin to make the place ours.
Also, we had our first storm. Now, that was a time best spent indoors!
February also found me laid up in bed with another virus and I had not felt this poorly for a long time.

On the 24th February, there was no getting off or on the hill. We were living in a real winter wonderland. Cooked Jamie Oliver’s Crazy Pork Burgers for lunch, Alistair had got out the HP SAUCE in preparation for said burgers, I don’t know if it was the look I gave, or the way I was holding the spatula, but he thought better of it! Anyhoo, they were bloody lovely.
It was a great day and the animals seemed to be enjoying themselves.
Just simple happy times.
During all this, I was watching the News daily and looking up Coronavirus.
I said to Alistair, this is not at all looking good, I think we should start getting some stock in the cupboards, as we really don’t have anything.
Do not worry the wise one said, we will be fine…

MARCH – I was still keeping a close eye on the news of this virus as it spread around the world and I knew that I would suffer if it came our way, I made an instant decision, the time had come & I threw down my last cigarette!
The 3rd of March was a cool, but glorious day & my foot was feeling pain free and remarkably normal, I tried on my walking boots and I stepped out and walked! Okay, it wasn’t far, but I got up above the hoose and it felt & was BLOODY BRILLIANT!
Then the weather became pretty dreich, but we were having an amazing show from the Black Grouse. And we were Eagle spotting!
And another cheerful moment amid that weather was our new sofa arriving! This had been an impulse buy (I do a few of those) over the Christmas period, it had said coral for the colour, I was hoping it would be more orange than pink. As the van pulled up, Alistair turned round and said “If this thing is Pink, its going reet back”! The moment of truth was upon us… TTF it was orange, it was sumptuous, it was gorgeous, the lass had chosen well *Phew*!
On the 13th, the wise farmer had suddenly decided that we needed to get some stock in the cupboards! As with most places, we found ourselves picking up the dregs left from the panic buying, we think we bought the last packet of loo roll in Aberfeldy & it wasn’t looking great, but needs must!
On the 16th, we had lost The Terrorist, a full-scale search was on! We found him in a cardboard box!

I would be down to Stirling to see the Specialist again, latest test results were back, basically, the diagnosis was Arthritis, my hand too. I had an autoimmune thing going on, so decision for treatment would be to wait until Coronavirus had eased, as treatment would lower my immune system even more. I was to return to the hill and wait it out for 12 weeks or however long it took, well, there could be far worse places to be and I was very grateful that we had gotten moved! I would not leave the hill again until July!

APRIL – Lockdown activities were as follows… I was doing Jigsaws, Barclay became hooked on Mastermind, The Terrorist would just thieve & chew what he could and Alistair seemed to be just constantly going through boxes in the garage and turning it into a manshed!
What a difference a week later, a burst of sunny glorious weather, fantastic!
On the 13th, there I am, sat inside minding me own business, when I look out to see a pair of Mallards waddling past the windows, I was elated and I would recall a childhood memory of Ducks to Alistair…
When I was a child, I was often helping Dad, one day, whilst feeding our poultry, four Mallards had appeared to feed also, been a child, I asked dad if we could keep them, to cut this short, four had turned over into over forty in two years! That is when my Father said enough was enough. Alistair said how could you end up with over forty ducks? Just wait and see I said.
Come the 20th, I was stood out most nights of the week in search of the Satellite train, I was to be disappointed!
And The Terrorist had taken a liking to me crutches as his latest chew toy!
I had also made the decision this month, that my decision to move over to Olympus was a no longer fitting decision and I would go back to the Nikon fold, it was like welcoming an old friend.
At the end of the month, we sadly lost McDuck.

MAY – The Farmer was absolutely fed up of pushing a small lawn mower! So his new toy arrived.
And I had found some wide fitting shoes I could get on!
We had an absolute fantastic month on the nature front.
Some of the highlights were, Curlew, Cuckoo, Red Kites & Redstart.
Frogs and Toads.
And the different types of Flora was fantastic to see.
The snow on the hills was thawing and there was a different feel about the place.
And two Mallard Ducks were now five.
THEN Wednesday the 27th of May, the saddest day, we lost Pet Lamb, I was absolutely heartbroken.

JUNE – Should have seen my dear friend Fiona & me at Glasgow Green rocking away to the Guns n’ Roses concert, like most people, these plans were obviously cancelled.
Early June and the five Mallard Ducks became eight.
The weather turned sunny and hot, I ordered suncream, aftersun & a fan for the living room.
The following day the rain returned!
And I had another new hobby to take up, I have always wished I could draw/paint, so whilst foot was hindering me from the norm, now was the time to learn. See if I could get away from lollypop trees and spidery suns etc
Lockdown certainly was a surreal situation. We were not seeing anyone other than posties & home shopping, yet it has the feeling of the norm. We clapped for the NHS in silence and via emoji on Facebook.
But, things were easing, which meant activity on the hill would begin to take place.
Furniture began to arrive, Highland Cattle arrived, Sheep arrived, Young Curlew, Chicks would arrive and one of the Mallard Ducks appeared with nine Ducklings!

JULY – The Terrorist turned One!
We now have three lots of Ducks with Ducklings feeding & with the other odd Mallards, I reckon we have hit over twenty! We may even break my childhood record at this rate!
Anyhoo, Alistair is beginning to see how my childhood story soon came about.
Now I had had the idea of wallpapering the downstairs loo, you know, spruce it up a little bit, well, that idea has grown arms & legs and five rooms have had the wallpapering effect now.
It is still like cardboard city central, but, things are really beginning to take shape now, this last few weeks has been a whirlwind and I will be thrilled when we actually get one room done and cardboard box free.

With all this, as well as a new home, it’s also new lifestyle for Alistair & me in the sense that we haven’t spent this much time together before and doing jobs together like moving the sheep etc is probably a comical sight, lots of arm waving, blue air, difference of opinion on how much those Sheep should be fed etc As I apparently feed them too much and why do I need to order several cabbages with each shop.
It is a new chapter in our relationship and a new one for me! I don’t know, but since losing Father, I have sort of lost my way a bit, lockdown has given plenty of thinking time and the fact I need to get back on track, knuckle down with some photography and continue with The Journey.
And now things are beginning to take shape, it is time to share them with you and we look forward to the day we can welcome guests to the hoose on the hill.
– Karen – x






Going Through Changes …

Christmas and the eve of New Years Eve has given me some time for reflection, the changes life has brought in 2018 and the changes which lie ahead for 2019.
And Christmas is a quiet affair this time, just doesn’t feel like Christmas to be honest. The absence of my dear Father is probably greater than ever.
Boxing Day Morning, took a phone call from one of our closest friends, who sadly broke the news to me of another old friend who passed away on Christmas Eve, he was just 46 years old, could have knocked me over with a feather and my thoughts are with his family.
2018, I will not be sorry to see you go, though yet I hang onto you, for you are the last time I spoke to Dad.

And there have been other big changes too!
When I hit half a century in August, it was also the start of another new era…
I now have a new camera (Hope you are sitting down), am now shooting with an Olympus! (For those interested – OM-D E-M1 Mark II)

No, I did not think that I would be saying that either, but there you go.
To cut a long story short, I haven’t totally said goodbye to Nikon, have still got one body & lenses, but the D5 & the D800 have gone to new homes.
I was in two minds about all this, but am absolutely loving using The Olympus (McOly), once I got my head around the menu system (Still doing that ha ha), it is a breath of fresh air and a joy to use and you may not realise, but you’ve been looking at Olympus images for the last couple of months now.
I scoffed when my Camera Dealer was prepared to bet me that I would leave Nikon within 6 months, he wasn’t far wrong and am looking forward to shooting more with it.
I will then see what happens when Olympus upgrade & Nikon release the Z8!

Nature has changed this year at Tulloch too, Curlews were drastically down in numbers this time and there are less Deer this season, as yet not the usual amount of visitors round Tulloch Garden, hopefully we will see some once proper winter arrives, just so mild the now.
We are usually so lucky to have thousands of Geese flying over, now they’ve been flying south of Kindrogan summit, with only the odd skein passing over us.
Fieldfares arrived early, then them too absent again.
One solitary Brambling feeding here for 10 days now and one Siskin, who, is a few weeks early.
Pleased to report that some healthy looking Greenfinch have reappeared, though some Chaffinch now seem to be carrying a similar illness to Trichomonosis and here is some  Info from BTO
Christmas Day afternoon, about dusk, feeding & bedding up the Tulloch Menagerie , when a Woodcock flew low over the house & paddock, fantastic!

I will leave it here for now, with a song choice to match and I wish for better changes for us all in 2019, walk your life & make it count.
I’ll be seeing you next year – Karen – x

Kelly & Ozzy Osbourne – Changes

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The Dunnock & The Holly

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Sunrise

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Floods

 

Half a year gone ….

And you are gone.

Over half way through June.
The year is going by far too quickly.

We have two lots of House Martins nesting, on a night in bed you can hear them chattering, tis lovely.
Swallows diving in and out of the stable, but nae as many as last season.

It has been hot, can you believe way too hot, then Thursday Storm Hector paid us a wee visit and yesterday was torrential downpour, the yard was about flooded!

And we now have a Pony living at Tulloch! Two mugs broken and a Garden Parasol demolished this last week! And as I’m sat typing this, Alistair reckons he’s messed up the Sky dish too!
He is a proper Thelwell character!
Am hoping that all the animals will get on together (Eventually)

I can’t say I’ve had time to enjoy this Spring. Work is nonstop and that is why I have now blocked off Airbnb and am taking no more bookings. Still too soon to say if I am finishing it forever, but certainly come August I am done for now.
Exhausted and really struggling to cope, never mind not getting any Photography done and I need to be and WANT to be.
And The Wee Scottish Gallery is coming into its own, yet lots more to do there too.
Just work, work, work, hence behind on this journal too, it HAS to change.
On a positive note, oh boy, the sleep, the Gravity Blanket is awesome!

And talking of Photography, am (Can you believe), looking at trying something other than Nikon!
I think I have decided to trade in one of the McNikons!!
More on that if/when etc

Mum came up for flying visit this weekend, waved her off again this morning, far too short.
But, your ashes are now with me Father and I do so hope that you can hear me talking to you.

I want to wish you Happy Fathers Day Dad and to tell you that I miss you every day, as does Mum.

There is a huge void in our life’s, which try as we might, it will never be filled.

Life is changing again but more on that on a future post.
Just want to talk to you again
Karen x

Frogs in the Snow …

Up 5.30ish and morning coffee was greeted with fresh snowfall and… I cocked my head to listen again, yes there it was, a Frog calling from the garden pond. Had seen spawn on the pond in the forest yesterday. Last couple of sleepless months must be catching up with me, as took myself back off to bed for an hour.
Back up and was soon faced with the tame sheep stuck in the poultry coop.

Early yesterday evening, McDuck left the coop for a stretch and feed, so that was the opportunity to get it cleaned out etc (I will not have disturbed) and awww, you should see her wee downy nest, am very optimistic and reckon she will be a good mother (Can’t believe thought she was a he and gay), anyhoo, tried discussing things with Alistair, that we need to be organised, nursery, feed etc and he said dinnae be counting the Ducks before they’ve hatched, as he doesn’t think there will be any! As said, I am optimistic!

Aromatherapy oils and bracelet arrived today. I began with wearing ‘inner peace’.

Inner Peace was short lived when I saw the Chucks had decided to wander out up the glen again!! Will be putting wire on the gates ASAP!!!

Spanish in the hoose tonight, apparently St Andrew’s was very cold today.
New stock for gallery due any minute, then tea, am famished!

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Songbird Survival Trust …

The snow has lost its fluffiness and is now hard & crunchy. Up to 4c this morning, was positively mafting. I would say a third of it had thawed by the end of this afternoon.

Father was a member of the Songbird Survival Trust, I telephoned them the other day to ask if it was possible for his membership to be transferred to me, this they very kindly sorted out and my membership card & pack arrived today, take a look at their site … https://www.songbird-survival.org.uk

Bruce the Cockerel was nae letting me in the coop to feed them this morning, so just managed to throw a handful in and told him that he would have to man up and step outside if he wanted more feed! 48hrs since they’ve left that coop!
Sure enough, 5min later out he stepped, reckon it was for a minute at the most.

Probably listened to every version of the lake isle of innisfree today, still no decision on favourite version.

Got guest room ready for tonights guests, which was a miracle, as I am having to keep check to see which day it is on a morning, am totally out of sync & am running a day behind! Poor nights sleep again, so felt totally crap when getting up, a sob broke out, but only for a minute, chest aches still and couldn’t manage anymore, but maybe I don’t want to? Maybe that would mean accepting things?? Told Dad I just want him back.
Folk ask how I’m doing, I reply with.. okay, but am not. But reckon folk could be going through their own stuff I am not aware of, also, whilst I’m living this nightmare and am alone with thoughts, I realise that it is one we all have to live through at some point in our lives, just different versions, different coping mechanisms etc. Those who have lived through it, will know it’s the worst, those who haven’t, will be like me a few weeks ago, not even be able to comprehend what a wrench it is, nor will you ever be ready for it when it does come.

 

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Chaffinch at the Gate

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Long-tailed tit

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Blackbird

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Starling

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Siskin, Chaffinch & Goldfinch

 

Snow Day …

Last night downloaded a sleep app, which was to record snoring. Mine apparently!!  Think Alistair is exaggerating slightly and seems I’m only managing a couple of hrs per night too, do not believe I am snoring and I think he is hearing Barclay (Or himself)!
Though, I must have eventually fallen asleep, as was so late up and WHOAH, opened the curtains to the most magical morning, not just a blanket of snow, was a great big deep fluffy shag-pile carpet of the wonderful stuff.

Was so keen to get outside, I very nearly forgot to make me morning coffee!!
It was the PERFECT morning and it was time to get the McNikon out.

Late morning, it was time to say goodbye to Stan & Caroline who have been staying with us for the last 3 days. Yet again, we have been blessed, it was a pleasure to host for them and I hope we see them again some day.

On the phone to old friend, when I looked out and saw two people & a dog in the garden. I was a wee bit snarly, apparently they wanted coffee and then I got a wee bit flustered too, but got myself pulled together, apologised etc and the chat in the Gallery with them was good, it actually did me some good.
(NEED to get the Gallery doors open again soon)!

The Chickens were very reluctant to step out of their coop today, only Bruce & Fanny ventured out for a few minutes this afternoon, they were soon back inside mind.
The Ducks actually behaved today.
More Siskins appeared at the Feeders today, reminds me, our guests got a cracking photo of our resident Buzzard.
Majority of the day was spent outdoors.
Hoping sleep will come tonight and that there is more snow on the morro.
Today has been a better day.

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Great Spotted Woodpecker …

Over the last few weeks, I have been watching the comings & goings of Woodpeckers to the feeders.
Definitely 2 different lots nesting, perhaps even 3!

Anyhoo, this mornings coffee rewarded me with such a treat.
Hearing a sound, I follow it and see we have a juvenile in the garden.
He hopped onto the birdbath, called out for feeding (He best make on, as the parents only feed them for approx a week after fledging) and then he decided to take a wee bath, before popping up a tree.
A true delight to watch!

Down in Yorkshire, in my parents garden, they too have had W,oodpeckers visiting the garden, but they raided the nearby nesting boxes and mum & dad witnessed the new hatched young been pulled out by Woody.
They are known for doing this and will raid boxes for eggs too, all to feed.
You can get metal rings for your nest box entrance holes and its a good idea to do so, will help stop Woody taking other chicks!

Will be keeping a look out to see if more juveniles appear
– Karen – x

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Watching & Waiting

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Breakfast Time

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Having a Drink

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Red Top

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Having a wee bath & joined by a Siskin

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Away up a Tree

 

A Lump in my Throat…

With this new February Snow, am keeping an eye open for new Birds etc and am pleased to report that the Yellow Hammer has made an appearance for the first time at Tulloch this morning and that we have two Tree Creepers in the garden.

I have also been watching our Wee Buck on a daily basis.
Other Fallow have now appeared in the field to find food, so was interested to see how our Wee Buck would react to his fellow Deer.
This morning has seen a fresh Stag appear, very grand he is.
After hanging around grazing all morning, the fresh Stag has led the way to find shelter for this afternoon, watching them all jump the fence one by one, there was one hind, a younger Stag and our Wee Buck left, as I type, it looks like the hind and younger Stag are trying to encourage our Wee Buck to jump the fence also and I can’t but help feel a wee lump in me throat, is today the day he leaves us to join the herd???
– Karen – x

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Our Wee Buck

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Another Stag we saw, notice his Antlers!

The Badger tit …

After the Siskins and Chaffinch dominated the garden here in Spring and Summer, September, October & November heralded a new leader and that was the Coal tit – Parus ater.
I have never seen as many together in one place and there could be up to 2 dozen in the garden at once!

The Coal tit, is one of Europes smallest Birds and is the smallest of the British tits.
It is easily recognisable due to its black head and white nape patch.
And I was told the other day, that in Lincolnshire, it is known as the Badger tit, which really does suit this wee character.

The hierarchy, is changing yet again in the garden here at Tulloch and I am really looking forward to see what birds winter will bring us.
– Karen- x

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On Top of the World

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Loves Suet Feeders

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Coal tit on Fir

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Watching the snow

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Dining Together

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Compare its size to the Chaffinch & Great tit

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A Wee Beak-full

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With the Greenfinch

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With Female Chaffinch

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Coming into feed

Pheasants & Poodles… 

Of late, quite a few Pheasants have appeared here at Tulloch. 

Now in my experience, I can tell you, that they aren’t the brightest of Birds, but you can often get a few Characters amongst them. 

And one of those characters seems to have turned up here at Tulloch. 

It stands at the other side of the hedge and when Barclay is out in the garden, it will start calling out, this in turn, has made Barclay start to bark. 

Both are getting worse each day, so it ends up with me fastening Barclay inside to quieten them both down. 

No sooner does the click of the door shut, the Pheasant flies into the garden to feed and also seems to do a victory strutt over the lawn, whilst the disgruntled Poodle looks on from the inside. 

If I think on,  will have to try and film it all. 

1-0 to the Pheasant I reckon, maybe they aren’t that dim after all lol 

-Karen-x